Tuesday, 1 March 2011
I need Frankie Avalon.
I feel like I am swirling in a vortex that I cant get out of, medication/no medication, drinking/no drinking, AA/go it alone, therapy/no therapy, doctors/no doctors and on and on.....
My head feels so battered with it all I literally cannot think straight anymore, I dont know how to move forward, but I know I must, I know this is not the life the Lord mapped out for me, somewhere I have fallen off the track and wondered into oblivion, I just dont know where to find the help to get me back onto that track.
Lack of support from Family doesnt help, an overworked GP with no resources doesnt help, the anniversary of my beloved Mums death coming up doesnt help. So what *will* help?!
I wish Frankie Avalon would come and tell me what to do, today.